NOVEL SERMONS: GOSPEL IN LITERATURE AND LIFE
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THE ROAD: Cormac McCarthy’s Apocalyptic Vision”
Luke 21: 5-19
First
Presbyterian Church,
Rev. Angus
Watkins
August 2, 2009
Most of us meander forward in
our own life journeys informed and directed by particular stories that have
influenced us along the way. That’s
how powerful stories can be! When
we hear a story told to us by parents or Sunday school teachers, when we see a
movie, when we stand before a great work of art, and (yes) when we read
literature, there’s a sense in which all our senses are trying to absorb the
teller’s particular view of the world; and then, we determine whether and
how it might guide the next stretch of our own lives.
Isn’t that, after all, the function of a community such as this –
to share and compare our stories, to consider how they shed light on the times
and circumstances in which we live; then, if there is merit, to re-direct our
steps together on the road ahead..?
Think, for example, how
powerful and influential the great biblical journeys have been to the Judaeo-Christian
community for centuries – like the great Israelite exodus and wandering for
40 years through perilous wilderness circumstances as well as grace-filled
moments toward a better destination!
In my own bookbag of extraordinary journeys are the likes of
Steinbeck’s Grapes Of Wrath, William Least Heat Moon’s Blue Highways,
Slavomir Rawicz’ The Long Walk, David Halsey’s Magnetic North,
R. M. Patterson’s Dangerous River, Charles Frazier’s Cold
Mountain, The Log of Columbus’ Voyages, and
The Journals of Lewis and Clark, to name a few.
You can add your own list to these, I’m sure!
Maybe we ought to all compare books with one another, mindful of the
power of literature or film or some fine art to touch us in powerful ways. Why
don’t we carry on a conversation with each other about what “story” or
what book is the one that currently is directing our view of the world and how
each of us is making our way through it!?
The book that continues to
beguile me, fill me with awe, hauntings, and wonderment is Cormac McCarthy’s
Pulitzer prize-winning novel, The Road.
Before we wade into its own scriptures, I must say McCarthy’s writing
has impressed me for some years now, even before The Road came out.
His border trilogy, including the National Book Award- winning All
The Pretty Horses, certainly rises like champagne bubbles to the top of
great journey literature, with truly extraordinary wordplay.
I’ve developed this habit, perhaps annoying to librarians, but maybe
helpful to subsequent readers, of bending over the corners of pages with
particularly haunting or beautiful passages pointing toward significant ideas.
And my copy of The Road has many, many dog-eared page corners!
Before we explore the story
further and consider why this is an important book (scheduled to come out this
October as a major blockbusting movie), let me read aloud a substantial,
opening passage:
“When he woke in the woods in the dark and the cold of the night
he’d reach out to touch the child sleeping beside him.
Nights dark beyond darkness and the days more gray each one than what
had gone before. Like the onset of
some cold glaucoma dimming away the world.
His hand rose and fell softly with each precious breath.
He pushed away the plastic tarpaulin and raised himself in the stinking
robes and blankets and looked toward the east for any light but there was
none... with the first grey light he rose and left the boy sleeping and walked
out to the road and squatted and studied the country to the south.
Barren, silent, godless. He
thought the month was October but he wasn’t sure.
He hadn’t kept a calendar for years.
They were moving south. There’d
be no surviving another winter here.
When it was light enough to use the binoculars he glassed the valley
below. Everything paling away into
the murk. The soft ash blowing
loose swirls over the blacktop. He
studied what he could see. The
segments of road down there among the dead trees.
Looking for anything of color. Any
movement. Any trace of standing
smoke. He lowered the glasses and
pulled down the cotton mask from his face and wiped his nose on the back of
his wrist and then glassed the country again.
Then he just sat there... watching the ashen daylight congeal over the
land. He only knew that the child
was his warrant. He said: If he is
not the word of God [then] God never spoke.
When he got back the boy was still asleep.
He pulled the blue plastic tarp off of him and folded it and came back
with their plates and some cornmeal cakes in a plastic bag and a plastic
bottle of syrup. He spread the
small tarp they used for a tablecloth on the ground and laid everything out
and he took the pistol from his belt and laid it on the cloth and then he just
sat watching the boy sleep. He’d
pulled away his mask in the night and it was buried somewhere in the blankets.
He watched the boy and he look out through the trees toward the road.
This was not a safe place. They
could be seen from the road now it was day.
The boy turned in the blankets. Then
he opened his eyes. Hi, Papa, he
said.
I’m right here.
I know.
An hour later they were on the road. He
pushed the cart and both he and the boy carried their knapsacks.
In the knapsacks were essential things.
In case they had to abandon the cart and make a run for it.
Clamped to the handle of the cart was a chrome motorcycle mirror that
he used to watch the road behind them. He
shifted the pack higher on his shoulders and looked out over the wasted
country. The road was empty.
Below in the little valley the still gray serpentine of a river.
Motionless and precise. Along
the shore a burden of dead reeds. Are
you okay? He said. The boy nodded Then
they set out along the blacktop in the gunmetal light, shuffling through the
ash, each the other’s world entire.
(pp. 3-5)
We find ourselves reading
about a parent’s fierce love for a child as they walk together across a
charred and ashen landscape, where there are no longer any fish in lakes or
streams, no longer any birds in skies or trees, and there are precious few
people still alive, and even less morsels left by which one might live and
prosper. The father struggles
valiantly as they try to scavenge, survive and travel toward some uncertain
ultimate destiny, as in this brief paragraph:
“Mostly he worried about their shoes.
That and food. Always food.
In an old batboard smokehouse [along the way] they found a ham
gambreled up in a high corner. It
looked like something fetched from a tomb, so dried and drawn.
He cut into it with his knife. Deep
red and salty meat inside. Rich
and good. They fried it that night
over their fire, thick slices of it, and put their slices to simmer with a tin
of beans. Later he woke in the
dark and he thought he heard bulldrums beating somewhere in the low dark
hills. Then the wind shifted and
there was just the silence.”
(p. 15)
What is it? The man said.
Nothing.
We’ll find something to eat. We
always do....
We wouldn’t ever eat anybody would we?
No. Of course not.
Even if we’re starving?
We’re starving now.
You said we weren’t.
I said we weren’t dying. I
didn’t say we weren’t starving. But
we wouldn’t.
No. We wouldn’t
No matter what.
No. No matter what.
Because we’re the good guys.
Yes.
And we’re carrying the fire.
And we’re carrying the fire. Yes.
Okay.
(pp.108-109)
So... the story goes on.
And for me it is not a story that provides answers, but rather it
provokes terribly important questions. When
life is good and bountiful for us, when we have so much and virtually anything
we’d like to eat day or night, it is almost laughable that we read a book
which makes us ask, Well, what if we made our way into a time when there was
little or no food left? Are we on
a path as a civilization toward an endlessly prosperous and secure future? As
populations continue to grow exponentially, as remaining natural resources are
consumed at unsustainable rates, as armed conflicts for what is left continue
in many corners of the world, as weapon systems and nuclear proliferation
continues among “good guys” and “bad guys” alike leading to a
potential conflagration with global consequences not unlike the landscape we
see in McCarthy’s apocalyptic story – implicit in the message of The
Road is the question: What kind of world will we leave for coming
generations and species and habitats? What irreversible choices have we
already made? What fresh
alternatives might we decide to live by and stand for in these increasingly
precarious times?
Cormac McCarthy wrestles, as
we do at times, with the “God question” on The Road.
The father is grappling with deep despair, angry with a seemingly
absent or detached divinity that comes while they stumble forward, as it says
when:
“He woke before dawn and watched the gray day break.
Slow and half opaque. He
rose while the boy slept and pulled on his shoes and wrapped in his blanket he
walked out through [charred skeletons
of] the trees. He descended into
a gryke in the stone and there he
crouched coughing and he coughed for a long time.
Then he just knelt in the ashes. He
raised his face to the paling day. Are
you there? he whispered. Will I
see you at the last? Have you a
neck by which to throttle you? [Blast]
you eternally have you a soul? Oh
God, he whispered. Oh God.”
(p. 100)
Then later, he alludes to circumstances so bleak that faith in some external kind of divinity becomes non-existent:
But a time comes when we will
have gone as far as we can go, done as much as we can to extend the story of
life together on this beautiful but fragile planet, and we must pass on
whatever is left to a coming generation. Listen
to a passing of the baton, so to speak, of the father in The Road, to
his son:
“The man took his hand, wheezing.
You need to go on, he said. I
can’t go with you. You need to
keep going. You don’t know what
might be down the road. We were
always lucky. You’ll be lucky
again. You’ll see.
Just go. It’s all right.
I can’t, the boy says.
It’s all right. This has
been a long time coming. Now
it’s here. Keep going south.
Do everything the way we did it.
You’re going to be okay, Papa. You
have to.
No. I’m not.
Keep the gun with you at all times.
You need to find the good guys but you can’t take any chances.
No chances. Do you hear?
I want to be with you.
You can’t.
Please.
You can’t. You have to
carry the fire...
I don’t know how to.
Yes you do.
Is it real? The fire?
Yes it is.
Where is it? I don’t know
where it is.
Yes, you do. It’s inside
you. It was always there.
I can see it...
You said you wouldn’t ever leave me.
I know. I’m sorry.
You have my whole heart. You
always did. You’re the best guy.
You always were. If I’m
not here you can still talk to me. You
can talk to me and I’ll talk to you. You’ll
see.
Will I hear you?
Yes. You will. You
have to make it like talk that you imagine. And
you’ll hear me. You have to
practice. Just don’t give up,
okay?
Okay.
Okay.
I’m really scared, Papa.
I know. But you’ll be
okay. You’re going to be lucky.
I know you are. I’ve got
to stop talking. I’m going to
start coughing again.
It’s okay, Papa. You
don’t have to talk. It’s okay.
(pp. 234-235)
We could go on, but I will
not speak of the culminating events in this great book so there’s a better
chance you might be touched by reading them, too.
As I finished re-reading The Road propped up in bed, munching on
cookies, I was overcome with tears for its pathos, its poignant and powerful
eloquence, its tenderness, its truth, and the splinter of hope it holds up,
like a firefly blinking in the dark.
So let us keep alert to
stories such as this, and dare read them, hear them, see them; then, to ponder
them and consider how we might live better and make better policies and
personal choices – for the sake of this lovely, fragile planet and future
generations. Why?
Because I want to think we’re “the good guys” and we can still
“carry the fire.”
Amen.
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